Hey, I changed servers for a while until TalkShoe fixes the bugs they've been having.
So, without further ado, the new server!
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From Dallas's Message to Family Members the day after Emma's Passing:

Our little precious Emma Grace was taken home by the Lord yesterday around 5pm. She's had a rough past week, and she acquired a new systemic infection that got into her bloodstream and caused septic shock and massive hypotension.

Her blood pressure plummetted and doctors tried everything they could to fix the situation but nothing seemed to work. Without blood pressure, her kidneys were unable to filter out the extra fluid they were giving her to increase her pressure and wasn't able to get rid of the potassium that they usually do. The fluid had nowhere to go but into her skin and into open spaces in her abdomen. Emma fought long and bravely but in the end just couldn't fight anymore. Her potassium was just too high and her heart slowly stopped beating.

Elizabeth and I were with her at the end. We knew Emma was going to die when the doctors asked if we wanted to hold her. We've wanted to hold her for so long, but not that way. Not then.

Elizabeth held her first. I was able to hold my little girl for the first and last time as she squeezed Elizabeth's finger as if to say "It's ok mom, Jesus and Madeline need me now." We sang hymns..."Jesus Loves Me" and "It Is Well With My Soul" to her until her heart stopped beating and they turned off the respirator.

Emma suffered more in three weeks of life than most people experience in a lifetime. She didn't deserve that. She's not suffering anymore and she's with her twin sister Madeline now. Our main comfort is that we WILL see her again when this life ends and our little girls are going to be waiting for us there and to show us around heaven. I can't wait to see Emma again, this time in a body that doesn't break down, in a world that isn't full of death and sorrow and suffering and to meet little Madeline, who gave her life so her twin could live on a little longer to see her mom and dad.

Please pray for me and Elizabeth as we're disillusioned, heartbroken, and searching for answers we're not likely to find in this lifetime.

We love you Emma Grace and Madeline Elizabeth. We always will.

"Postpartum Modesty" - Evaline
"Technicolor Eyes" - Backseat Goodbye
"Double Vision Quest" - Minus The Bear
"I Knew You When" - Paulson
"A Million Miles" - lostprophets
"Don't Stop Breathing" - Coretta Scott
"The Lonely" - thebleedingalarm
"Let's Play Pretend" - This Love Machine
"Paper Cliche'" - Action Action
"Kiss Me" - Rediscover
"The Heist" - Driver Side Impact
"Hello Again" - Flight 409
"Last Kiss Goodnight" - Logan Square
"Theme From Pinata" - Bright Eyes
"Friend Or Faux?" - Brandtson
"Drunks, Lovers, Sinners And Saints" - Alexisonfire

"Good Morning, Herr Horst" - Mando Diao
Some song by KillCreeps.
"Semi Constructive Criticism" - Circa Survive
"Tilting The Hourglass" - Alesana
"Staplegunned [Remix]" - The Spill Canvas
"Penelope (Acoustic)" - Saosin
"Vital Signs" - August Burns Red
"Kissing Her" - Sirens Sister
"Four Winds" - Bright Eyes
"Earthquakes & Sharks" - Brandtson
"Dear Everybody" - Brandtson
"Life Camp" - Crash Romeo
"With Eyes Wide Shut" - blessthefall
"Expo '86" - Death Cab For Cutie.

Eat ramen.
Don't get fat.
Goodnight.

I'm in the process of booking bands to guest host on the show.
Here's what I have so far:
August 13th - Boys Don't Bleed
August 14th - Cries Hannah
August 16th - The Logan
August 17th - The Lonely Forest
August 20th - Weather Underground
August 21st - Sirens Sister
August 23rd - Matthew Winters
September 25 - In Love And War

And here's who have said they'd do it, just no dates booked yet:
Peachcake
Anything After
UNISON
All The Rage
Underwater Getdown
The Damage Done

I'll update this entry when more bands reply...

These are some of my current favorite CDs and if you enjoy my show you'll enjoy these:

(in no order except the first)
Under The Influence Of Giants - Self Titled
Mando Diao - Ode To Ochrasy
Circa Survive - On Letting Go
Minus The Bear - Planet Of Ice
The Spill Canvas - Denial Feels So Good
Bright Eyes - Cassadaga, I'm Wide Awake It's Morning, and Digital Ash In A Digital Urn
Alesana - On Frail Wings Of Vanity And Wax

But I'll be back up and running on Monday, August 6th. It's not really that far away, just a week.

And while you're waiting anxiously, make sure you go out and buy the new Bright Eyes CD, Cassadaga.

"Father Christmas" - Action Action
"Alley Cat" - Logan Square
"Don't Believe" - Letter Kills (RIP)
"Faces" - Under The Influence Of Giants
"Give It Up" - The Format
"Heart Beatz" - The Sleeping
"Highway Parking Lot" - Controlling The Famous
"It's Over" - Hawk Nelson
"Jefferson St." - Coretta Scott
"Lose It All" - Fine Print Of A Truce
"Raised On Planes" - The Holy Fire
"Screaming Infidelities" - Dashboard Confessional
"Taxi Driver" - Gym Class Heroes


"On October 31, 2005, at approximately 3:13 AM in Cheyenne, WY, after leaving their Boulder, Colorado show, Bayside's tour van hit a patch of ice, skidded off the road, and flipped over. Drummer John "Beatz" Holohan was killed and Nick Ghanbarian was seriously injured. Anthony and Jack escaped with minor injuries. Bayside rejoined the "Never Sleep Again" tour, which included Aiden, Hawthorne Heights and Silverstein, on November 16th at Jannus Landing in St. Petersburg, FL, with Anthony and Jack playing acoustic sets and played through the end of the tour.

Several other bands recorded and released songs about John Beatz and his untimely death. The Sleeping, good friends and touring mates of Bayside, has a song, "Heart Beatz" on their album Questions and Answers, released in early 2006. "
(Stolen from Wikipedia)

The show tonight is at 6:50 instead of 7 (figure east coast time out for yourself) due to the fact that I have an improv comedy show that I have to be at by 8, so I have to leave RIGHT after the show.
So it's going from 6:50 to 7:50 instead of 7 to 8.

These are the links that have been talked about on the show and I forgot to put on the page.

http://www.myspace.com/trevorhicksproject - Trexxy's solo project
http://www.myspace.com/linfaull - Lin Faull
http://a811.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/00978/01/87/978337810_l.jpg - The Matches' clothing choice

And more as I go through the archives and hear them.

Sorry about not having a decent episode for like, three days.
I didn't realize that when I was doing it 1:30 - 2:30 it was counting it as a long distance call, so it was costing me much moola, so I changed it to 7 when I got free minutes.
Except two small problems: I've never home at 7, and my computer is right in the middle of my family commerce.
I'm working on finding a spot in my house where the extra noise will be gone, but that doesn't solve the problem of me never being home.
And I don't have money to pay for the incredibly huge bill I'd have if I kept it at 1:30-2:30.
Maybe I should switch to Cricket with unlimited anytime minutes.
Because I obviously don't have the 50 dollars to buy VAC and do what I tried to do with the acoustic episode, except without the "trial" or all the screwups I was having.
Maybe I should just make it weekly, and 2 hours long, because on the weekends I have free minutes.
I'M ALWAYS WILLING TO TAKE DONATIONS OF ANY KIND. Thought or money.


Just hang in there with me.  I'll get this figured out eventually.

What a waste.  Ugh.  Sorry.

Here is what the playlist WOULD'VE been:
1.) "Alone" - Mark Ward
2.) "Secret" - Greeley Estates
3.) "Brilliant Lives" - Logan Square
4.) "Cute Without The E (Acoustic)" - Taking Back Sunday
5.) "A Mess To Be Made" - The Format
6.) "My Heroine (Acoustic)" - Silverstein
7.) "The Best Of Me (Acoustic)" - The Starting Line
8.) "Hey There Delilah" - Plain White T's
9.) "Penelope" - Saosin
10.) "Memory (Acoustic)" - Sugarcult
11.) "Yours Wasn't The First" - Self Against
12.) "Eight Of Nine" - The Ataris
13.) "Baby, You Wouldn't Last A Minute On The Creek (Acoustic)" - Chiodos

Just ask if you want me to send you one or all of these.  I don't care.
I allow anonymous comments.

Lately I've realized that most of what I've been playing is screamo.
I'm sorry about that, and after tomorrow (the screamo episode >,<) I'm going to be making my selection a lot more diverse.

Also, the show last Friday was kind of a waste.  More like really a waste.
I had friends over and we were kind of hyper out of our minds.  Sooo sorry.
Also, like I said, I'm working on making all this better.
This is a thing I should be taking professionally, and what I did on Friday was just terrible.

AND NOW THE MOST IMPORTANT.
Unfortunately, due to long distance fees, I have to change the time of my podcast.
It is now going to be weeknights from 7-8, instead of 1:30-2:30.  Sorry if you east coast kids are asleep during that, that's when I get free minutes.   :D
So starting Thursday, it's at 7 pacific and 10 eastern.

I couldn't find my intro on this computer!
Guest host Sparky didn't show, so Durandal_1707 temporarily hosted.

"Open Doors" - Waking Ashland
"The Everglow" - Mae
"On The Bright Side, She Could Choke" - Fear Before The March Of Flames
"Back To The Middle" - The Pink Spiders
"Ants" - Forgive Durden
"Fallen Leaves" - Billy Talent (Played by Durandal_1707)
"Another Travelin' Song" - Bright Eyes
"Short Skirt, Long Jacket" - Cake (Played by Durandal_1707)
"A Boy Brushed Red Living In Black And White" - underOATH
Durandal_1707 had to leave...
"Change Of Occupancy" - Lorene Drive
"Bury Your Head (Acoustic)" - Saosin


Also, sorry SquidLord for not tuning in on Sunday!  I was out of town for a show, and I didn't even think about it.  I'll be sure to tune in this week.

But today I've got time.  So be sure to check it out.

I just LOVE that intro.

1.) "Endorphins" - August Burns Red
2.) "Anchor And Hope" - Monty Are I
3.) "Gay Bar" - Electric Six (Played by SquidLord.. I absolutely love this song.)
4.) "Angela Lansbury Keeps Guys Like You Off The Steet" - Greeley Estates
5.) "4 Words (To Choke Upon)" - Bullet For My Valentine
6.) "Epiphany 410 (21 Short Of Dementia)" - Lines Into Phoenix
7.) "Seven Years (Acoustic Demo)" - Saosin
8.) "Not Good Enough For Truth In Cliche' (Demo)" - Escape The Fate
9.) "Studying Politics" - Emery
10.) "Bleeds No More" - Silverstein
STORY TIME!
11.) "Count Up" - Chapter 14

Yay!  It went well.  Guest hosting by SquidLord!

1.) "Apology" - Alesana
2.) "Now You Know" - We Are The Fury
3.) "Ready Aim Misfire" - New Years Day
4.) "We're All Thieves" - Circa Survive
5.) "Kill Likes Candy" - I Am Ghost
6.) "Times Like These" - blessthefall
7.) "The Walking Wounded" - Bayside
8.) Some 30 second song by Bad Religion.  I'm sure SquidLord knows the name.
9.) "Drink Of Poison" - SoTheySay
10.) "Drowning" - Scary Kids Scaring Kids
11.) "What Katie Said" - The Matches
12.) "Justify" - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
13.) "Act One, Scene One" - The Fall Of Troy
14.) "The Shake (Awful Feeling)" - My American Heart
15.) "Sorrow" - Bad Religion

Sorry about the crappy quality, that was my fault.
And then my phone battery died; twice!
So I'm allowing you to all email me or comment on here and I'll send you all the songs I played today because I'm nice like that.
So that also means I'm not putting up the tracklisting 'cause I'm too lazy. :D



ALSO!
TODAY, JULY 5TH IS THE SPECIAL HOUR LONG WARPED TOUR EPISODE!  BE SURE TO TUNE IN!
Music from bands playing Warped Tour, a special guest host, and maybe even a little bitta live recordings!

I'm incredibly tired, so I didn't do any talking except the beginning, when I said I wouldn't be talking.  So more music!  Wooooo!

"A Mess To Be Made" - The Format
"Siren On The 101" - Over It
"Gun In Hand" - Stutterfly
"Saturday Nite Riot" - The Pink Spiders
"I've Got The Time If You Have The Argument" - June
"Goodbyes" - Jamisonparker
"Bring 'Em Out" - Hawk Nelson
"Jordan" - Buckethead (by request for Elemental_TJ)
"The After Diner Payback" - From Autumn To Ashes (my grandma just LOVES this song.)
"Act Appalled" - Circa Survive

Good day!
-Cameron


UPDATE:
I tried using a mic and "Shoephone", and apparently it wasn't working out too well.
Tell me when it's skipping!  Geez!